Maybe

Looking and thinking of all the blogs I have written, maybe I need to just self reflect on my life.

Maybe I should truly try and figure out what really makes me tick.

 Maybe there are a lot more problems that I have because of being adopted than I ever imagined.

Maybe just maybe, I should stop blogging and using it as my journal. 

Maybe I should just figure everything out without talking to others besides the few selected people. 

Maybe I should rethink everything in my life. 

Maybe going to Korea is the best thing for me. 

Maybe I'm running away from my problems here by going to Korea.

Maybe Korea has more problems for me than I have here. 

Maybe being in Korea will break me more than I broke here. 

Maybe I'm truly unwanted. 

Maybe I'm too much of a burden. 

Maybe I'm just meant to live with my parents and help kids and adoptees as a living. 

Maybe I'm meant to start a non-profit organization to help adoptees. 

Maybe I have so many demons inside, that I will end up hurting more people as I try to "help" them.

Maybe I'm just meant to be me, myself, and I. 

Maybe.